Fidjies

In search of, me and not myself.


Hello everybody. This journal is meant for me, read on if you feel like it.

This is Tayma speaking. Ive been on deviantart these couple of days just skimming through the pile of messages, journals, watchart that's been created for the past what? 2 years I haven't visited?

My sister Dima and I share this account.. so if you've had any reply or sense that someone was on the other side, it wasnt me.


I felt curious to drop by, and when i did it felt like I had died here and I missed out on a lot. It's weird how we live through diferent interfaces, life goes on outside and inside the internet. I can't connect both. It's difficult for me to live life as it is and then keep up with : facebook, twitter, tumblr, deviantART, linkedin, behance and now google + (GOSH google, it's not cool to do EVERYTHING!)

So anyways, I've had a weird moment just then, logging in to deviant art after such a long time.



The same feeling when I was listenning to Eckhart Tolle. talking about the ego. At one point in my life I cared soooo much how many people would fave my work on deviantart and how many views and how many friends I had here, now i understand the reason it feels so weird coming back here and not giving a care in the world HOW many people will read this and if they give a crap. deviantART used to be a part of me, no longer is. :/

But it's still cool looking at your work. Maybe ill post some stuff sometimes

See ya!


Tay

So here I am.

There is 15 days left (or less am not sure anymore) before I submit my final projects and about a month until I graduate. And so I'm building my interactive portfolio for one of the courses and that made me dig up my work from previous years. You know the work I promised to show u? So yeah, now that they're out of my BACKUP CDS I'm finally gonna be able to put them on DA!
Yeah I know, I suck. I stopped putting stuff up but dont worry, I got some cool stuff coming soon. HOPEFULLY I'll even put my graduation project, which is a 2 minute long animation, frame by frame...


Anyways,
See yaz...

Dima B.

Well. Ive been so busy with uni i dont live here anymore. Well I do visit everyday and I just love looking at the work but i just dont have time to put anything up. My sister just uploaded some of her self portraits... I will upload my stuff soon. I just need to GRADUATE!
Damn this week has been crazy i mean with all the animation work and the title sequence that I had to finish... And then theres the website... Man it never ends... But hey, on May 23rd, I GRADUATE InsA.... so wish me luck and i promise ill show u some of my work from uni!



CIAO!
One of the Bittard sisters.

Ok so,


don't think i don't know i haven't been active in a whilee... Probably longer than a while hehe
a couple of months maybe... AND AM SORRY

BUT i've been so busy with uni i barely have time to finish my projects., but i was deviantarting a week ago and i found so much inspiring stuff i got all excited and decided to work on some new things. Let's ditch uni for a sec what do u think?

Hehe
I shall keep in touch


I love DA
it saves my life everyday!!!

Dimz

Doors open to let you see the ugly truths

people are all lonely.

We only become our worste version when we're lonely. It's our biggest fear after all. We cannot live alone and we just won't.
We become needy and sensible to anything. F==== it. Take a deep breath and relax. Go beyond your weaknesses and become passive. Isolate yourself... Keep your ennemies closer? --> well said :

Your biggest ennemy is loneliness... then keep it close it will leave you in no time